The darkness don’t surprise me and my hate has just run thin
I’ve tried to fight some battles that I’d never win
I’m tired of waking up and dreading the day
But now I’m sure this is gonna change
I threw tables in the river shot arrows in the walls
Did anything I could to distract me from that fall
That year I hit rock bottom that autumn was so long
But now I’m sure that time has come and gone
I want to change myself and be good for you
I’ve gone the same wrong way before but I am through and
All I want is to be someone that you believe in
When you need me most I will be your hope
The past just ain’t worth living but breathing down my neck
My shadow stands behind me attached at the hip
I wave to the sun and my shadow does the same
But now I’m sure I can walk away
I’ll sing myself this song when I’m staring into space
To remind me to be kind and to put me in my place
Sometimes I won’t respond and you’ll think that you’ve done wrong
But now I’m sure my past is not your fault
I want to change myself and be good for you
I’ve gone the same wrong way before but I am through and
All I want is to be someone that you believe in
When you need me most I will be your hope
I want to change myself and be good for you
I’ve gone the same wrong way before but I am through and
All I want is to be someone that you believe in
When you need me most I will be your hope
credits
from Greed,
released June 20, 2020
Kalli LeBeau : Vocals
Vocals and all other instruments: Jesse Shafer
This new LP from Evan Shay offers up irresistible takes on future funk and jazz, with a clear dance music undercurrent. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 5, 2020